always keep the faith

With time will show, what dawn will lack.

2010-06-10T10:19:00.000-07:00

okay its 1 19 now
not tired
listening to jls the club is alive
i LOVE them
marvin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay so
ummmm talking to sofia who is in bloody france now......
I WANNA KILL HER!!!!!!!
so
im bored
i have no life
sofia made my day by her blog post
a french guy saying in a weird accent
"I FUCK YOU?"
hahahahahahahahaha
ill die
twitter is confusing
and u blog are as bad
facebook is the best
so
anyway
dreams keep tormenting me
now im in an airport and the same scenes repeated 3 times
god damn
im feeling weird now
a mixture of low emotions
i think im having depression
not done with skl work
im hungry
i wanna go shopping
argh
who cares
gonna continue talking to sofia
so bye bye!
who knows
my secret passion migh arise

in my white world with a cute guy

2010-06-03T07:56:00.000-07:00

hi again my dead blog!!!
okay well so i decided... ill only blog whenever i feel a strong need to...
so yupes sry for the loooooooong update
so here goes, the reason why I'm blogging about this is because its not getting off my mind at the moment!!
okay well, i had a dream last night... the second of my 3 dreams that night after i woke up at 6 plus for idk what reason, such an ungodly time!!
okay so i was at serangoon, it was a house at one of those corners, those who r familiar with the place there should know...... i think near the play ground....
there was this house, it was white, 3 storeys, has those see through glass walls, a small grass patch near the driveway, open roofed, mainly it was white and certain walls were glass.....\
okay so i was in front of that house, i rang the doorbell, and a certain Caucasian guy came up and smiled dumbly at me, opened the steel plated door, gave me a big hug to which i returned, mouthed some words (all my dreams are mute so no sounds at all, gosh ill die with this kind of dreams) i guess he said hi..... so ill describe how he looks like.... tall, about half a head taller than me, really nice silvery blue eyes that looks like melted liquid which makes you just melt looking at it*dreamy*, leanly muscular, really handsome sharp features, his muscles were really defined under the sun, a little lighter than the surfer boy kind of tan. wearing that hooded sleeveless kind of shirt*it was white btw, not that i rmber* and his pants were brown, light brown? tannish brown? cant rmber and with slippers.... his hair.... i rmber it to be near platinum blond from afar but when closer it was gold,brown with highlights in his hair?maybe because it shined in the sun.... he looked real for a second.... really nice full pinkish red lips..... NOT THAT I RMBER!!!
okay so when i entered his house, in front was steps, everything was white..... and the side were shoe racks, walking up the steps with him still grabbing on to my left wrist.... on my right was open glass walls, a black grand piano, on my left a living area, white L shaped sofa, white coffee table with white lilies in a white vase, a plasma tv, the tv was off, a man sitting there, with black glasses reading the papers, it showed that he was more or less like a Caucasian business man who was not working on a weekend but spending time with his family sipping his black coffee in a white mug, i presume that was his father, almost as if he heard us he looked up at us, gave an assertive nod and went back to reading, *mind you, i hear no sounds* in front was a empty hall way until a lady came out of a somewhat i think of as a kitchen holding a tray of cookies and more coffee, and then looking at us and mouthed more words and smiling,and then he, still grabbing my wrist and pulling me at brisk walking speed down the hall way and up some stairs and that was where it stopped(blackout)*it always happens and it pisses me off*
ON TO PART 2 OF THE DREAM!!!!
so now we are walking on the road towards a shop i guess, he was on my left walking with me... in a different set of clothes but i cant rmber what he wore, and then on his left was another girl, i cant rmber how she looks like but i think she was my friend or something, we were walking talking and laughing....damn he had a really cute smile..... my dream is mute, rmber? and then blackout*yes i get pissed off too....
ON TO PART 3
so we are in a bakery, cafe guess, i was walking through a great crowd of people, i guess it was a really popular shop....
almost as if he were looking for me, his head was looking around, he sat near a open glass wall, everything was white, down to the furniture... i went over to where he was, a four seater table, i sat right across him, on the table was a menu, some spices in jars, a white roses in a white vase, a 10 by 10 blueberry cheese cake, it had layers of blueberry jam in the cheesecake and had 2 small blue berry on top of it, and beside it was some strawberry cake, i cant make up a name for it because i have never seen such a cake before..... and then blackout and i woke up...... yupes this is the dream that I'm troubled over......
i told my mum about it and she told me.... i think maybe is your boyfriend.... and i just stared at her and then we went on to talking about which country's men were the best and which were the worst, and then to my sisters.....
i think this is in the future.... since you know...... nothing is like the present.....
this guy will leave a great imprintment on in my memories like the other guys in other dreams but this is my first time having an all white almost whitish kind of dream.....
i searched for white and this is what came up
White represents purity, perfection, peace, innocence, dignity, cleanliness, awareness, and new beginnings. You may be experiencing a reawakening or have a fresh outlook on life. However, in Eastern cultures, white is associated with death and mourning.White is commonly associated with purity and perfection. It symbolizes a hope for these qualities and when combined with other colors can add a refinement to their characteristics. Stark white can indicate rigidity, but a softer white is generally associated with the future and prophesy.
okay so in the house there were quite a number of lilies in vases around the house so,
To dream of a lily, denotes much chastisement through illness and death. To see lilies growing with their rich foliage, denotes early marriage to the young and subsequent separation through death.
i dint get it but whatever.....
so now on to white roses
White roses are usually associate with purity. The purity it symbolizes may be a spiritual purity; a return to a state of innocence.Purity, innocence, pure love, a new beginning, or making peace with someone (or the desire to do so).
so that's much it i guess......
its more purity kind of thing but i have my doubts......
well who knows...
i might meet that boy

u were like the water and i the fire

2010-02-07T01:04:00.000-08:00

hihi
havent seen u in a while
*hugs tight*
I MISS U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no i dont
okay
life is like bullshit to me now
so watever
doing drama journal now
sophia is a FAILURE for calling me a bad drama rep
wat can i do
i was lazy and drama journal suck
i cant believe my handwriting was so eligible
i read skills as skins
so it would have been wat skins did u use during the scene work on the 4 tensions?
and i was like wat the fuck did i write!?!?!?!?!?!?!
sry ah xin
couldnt help it when u dream such a stupid dream
was just wondering
wat is love?
seems so forbidden
sigh
just typing watever comes to mind at the moment
so stressed up
reading manga like no ones business
and kin kin rocks for introducing the bride of the water god to me
she rocks for that part so far
argh!!!!!
failure sophia stop asking me for my blog url
cant u see im typing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wanna go to eygpt some day
feeling god damn hungry
*tear*
want a hug now
like now now
mui!!!!!!!!
mui is so hot hot!!!!!
*jealous jj at the side*
awwwwww
dont be jealous
*hugs jj*
*smiling jj in the corner*
heheXD
u noe wat
im gonna stop all my blabbering
sophia now wants the url like a mad person
so
bb
love u!!!!!!!!
*drags jj away......into a dark dark closet*
DONT THINK DIRTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the song you made was your sheild

2009-11-28T01:15:00.000-08:00

hihi
sry
i havent updated much sry guys
okay
so i was bored
i dont care much
but
im sick
yes sick
stupid flu bug
but i think mentally
i have become even sicker
want to noe y?
first i dreamt of xinyi saying she was a virgin
and next
i dreamt of ppl trying to have sex with whales
just wat the fuck is wrong with me?
i have gone insane
maybe
wat i yearn for
is even more then wat i think it is
something no one would be able to understand
and when i say that
i dont mean sex okay ppl
get ure heads clean
okay
i dont noe how to say it
but i noe that**** is something hard to find
but who i want to fall for is not an ordinary mortal
i want more than that
yupes u may think im crazy and living in my own little world but watever
i dont care
someone that is not ordinary
someone that is just not human
someone who comes from another world and dimension
yes
i officially think ive gone insane
its like ive fallen into a hole of eternal darkness
waiting desperately for someone to save me and be my little glimmer of hope
okay now going back to y i really wanted to write this post
im gonna try and u noe change my blog i little so ive nothing left to say
so bye bye

the tears of my soul are the sweat on my skin

2009-10-27T03:05:00.000-07:00

been a long time since i have written
it will be short this time
went to botanic gardens saw juniors
and now at the com
i feel kinda lonely inside
class halloween party is coming soon
and others
but well
oh well i find nothing to elaborate
nothing to explain
thus my sudden farewell
to the readers
of this page
may life give u hope
and may death keep u happy
hahahahhahaha
just kidding bye bye
^-^

the findings of my new and old passions

2009-08-01T19:27:00.000-07:00

hihi
to the ppl reading
i found my old passion for ss501
just because i dejavu started being in my head when i was slping
i bloody dreamt of jungminnie
horse is my forever my lov
hahaha
hw lots
hate me life
but will live for com and other stuff
ss501
go
i also found my lost passion for dbsk
jae jae
so today
i found my old passions
kk
got to go
go old passions
i will find u guys
and go new passions
come to me
so bb
btw changed my heading to ss501 during their dejavu period
going to watch x man with dbsk in the o jung ban hup period

the world is weird

2009-07-25T23:26:00.000-07:00

hihi
the queen is back
mj died
bye bye
see u when i die
but i dont think so
i wanna go hell
not heaven
okay
i hate today
i dont noe how to say
i dont wanna say
i love hell
so wat if im a little sadistic
hw
hw
hw
wat is this
are the %#$%#$ teachers trying to kill us
watever
who cares
everyone should just die
okay maybe only me
but watever
ow rocks
it rocks
like hell
okay watever
random comments are now on and off
sooo just sms me
my blog just revived with todqays post
so watever
now doing eng hw
dont wanna tell u guys abt my extremely
and i mean it
EXTREMELY weird hot wrong nice dilutional
dreams there are 3 in toltal
but if u say since i was young then i think i have 5
the first was when i was p4 or maybe p3
watever
one of them had a great impact
dont noe who kissed my bloody right cheek while i was trying to run away from him
i fell in love with eminem we made you
idk y
i think im weird
watever
bye bye
im going to read some sick manga or some extremely mushy manga or do my work or play ourworld
so bye bye
did i mention that death is soooo cute

batman sweeps me oof my feet

2009-06-17T22:55:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 8 13 am
saw dad and mum to the door at 9
and then read robin comic
this robin is timothy drake not the robin i like though
i like dick the one which is called night wing in the outsiders anyway just read the outsiders
WOW!!! WHEET WHEET
THE GUYS ARE HOT
SOOOOOOO MUCH MUSCLES
AND THE GALS SOOO CHESTY
ANYWAY I PREFER THE GUYS AND NOT THE HOMO BEV SAYS I AM
okay and played ourworld for a while
OMG
WATS WITH THE GUYS
ARE THEY DESPO OR SOMETHING
SRY BUT
CAN THEY STOP COMING AFTER ME
I MEAN I AM ALREADY WITH RYAC
WE EVEN TRADED HEARTS
TOSE $%$#@$&% SON OF A $#$#%
BETTER GET THEIR EYES CHECK
kk
i have nothing better to say anymore
bb
and all the batmans
and the robins and nightwings rock!!!

......

2009-06-16T00:24:00.000-07:00

ellows
back and alive
havent blogged
stupid hw is always in the way
okay
i zi yuan broke with tyrone james my bf on our world and with ryac!!
yay!!!
me and ryac together i week ready or more i dont noe
now got a stupid low level guy go and try to get me
kick his ****
okay
i dont noe wat to say but ourworld rocks!!!
it really does
kk
bb
i dont noe wat to type

there goes my hw

2009-06-07T02:47:00.000-07:00

ellows ppl!!!
havent blogged in years!!
okay umm today woke up at 11 30 though i noe i woke up earlier!!
i bought the death note book that they used in the movie(sat) and bought the saiunkoku mongatari special edition book(yesterday)
okay
well i spent the day playing our world and persuaded sam 1 to play it too
heehee
okay
when i had my usual blog hopping session
this was wat i found on bek rama's blog
so im ripping it off from her blog
(hers is darn funny)
okay here goes

Here's how you do it:
Dear (someone you just spoke to),I don't really know how to tell you this,(1). I think I realized it (2)(3) and I saw you (4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning your (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that (10) and (11).

(12),
Name

1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you
Other -I dislike your eyelashes

2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
Chicken - In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Other --The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost -High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Annat -shamed

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana underwear

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Love your sweet, sweet ass
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex change
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - Go drown yourself.

this is how mine sounds like
ps... the speeches in brakets are my own thoughts

dear james conner aka tyrone james,
I don't really know how to tell you this,Our affair is over(wat?!?! no!!! we just confessed to each other today!!heheXD). I think I realized it That night you picked your nose(he doesnt!!)At the mental hospital (..speechless)and I saw you Pull the pants off of(...)My boyfriend(u r my bf for goodnees sake(on our world guys dont think wrong))I'm sure you're Open(dont think sick!!!) enough to understand That I get turned on only by garbage men(thats not true!!). I'm returning your Your love letters to me (ill puke if u do its too mushy)to you, but I'll keep Your collection of butterflies (....)as a memory. You should also know that i Never will forget that night(wat happened that night?!!!) and I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon(like i ever will!!).

Warm tingly sensations(wat?!?! i thought thai stuuf were cheap!!),
stefanie

okay done
ppl
plzzzz do not think wrong and that this is all untrue
cause they are all true
the panties part dont ask me cause i change panties everytimeHEHEXDXDXDXD
okay
bb
ohh and hapy bdae tardy!!!

tooo hot

2009-05-24T04:52:00.000-07:00

hahaha
ellow ellow
i havent blogged in the past few days cause i have been spending the time all the same.....
there is a subbed vid of nichkhuns mnet scandal yay!!!
thks madam2pmsubs
kk
i have been playing games
watching vids
reading manga
in the past few days
im playing a new game now
ourworld!!!
it rocks
the guy characters are like sizzling hot
wow
and the gurl characters swimsuits are marvelous
well i ditched the guy that wanted to be my bf
lucky i didnt give him my heart
to be exact
i ran away when he wanted to go to i forgot whoses condo
if it was bev in there
wow the guys will go crazy and the gurls will go mad
haha she will kill me if she reads this post
muahaha
ohh
i have also been watching anime and waking up late
and everyone is going crazy over the korean ver of boys over flowers
y?????
its like weird
kk
watever
i going to play my game and hook up with the guys(and gurls in swimsuits*dies*) in the small little bois condo(it rocks its like darn nice)hahahaha
be envious
hahahahahahahahaha
see the sec skl babes in skl tmr and the pri skl babes in pri skl on the 29th
its a date
muahahahaha

normal hot weather

2009-05-21T07:02:00.000-07:00

heya babes!!!
was still a boring day for me...
kk
this is wat happened...
morning wake up bathe bathe then after that go skl via skl bus
reach skl have morning assembly then tok tok with frens
then after that play games
guess wat??
we played"lets walk around vjc game"
the main objective of the game to go complete one round around vjc
wat a fun and exciting game it is!!!!!!(=.= wat is wrong with me!!!)
then checky check check paper!!!
i got a red coloured 73 upon 100(#%%#$^$^$miss a1 by 2 marks)
but im glad (not really)O.o
i actually took 33+40=72(my maths rocks i noe)
then go eat eat eaty eaty
ate 3 packets of sushi consisting of 4 bloody crap shit of sushi each
then after that do the disgusting piece of shit of cleaning up the canteen which was darn dirty cause of very"considerate" ppl in my skl!!!XDXDXD they are very considerate
then go classroom
got reading period
read a story then after that got games organised by a teacher called miss yam!!(her name so cute)
then %#$%bev went to volunteer me for one of the game then i lost soooooo badly but i got a memo pad
i rock
then got eng(i got c6)
then got geog(i got 74/100)(very angry)
then i go homey home home
watched a little of nichkhuns mnet scandal
nichkhun i hate u
how can u do this to me but watever
cause i will always <3 u
buahahaha
bb
my lurves
good night
G.A.D!!!!(hahaha)(figure this out if u noe)(pri frens should be able to guess it better then sec skl frens but watever)(just tagy tag tag if u noe)(do wat is right)(like D.I.D)HEEHEE

B-O-R-I-N-G

2009-05-20T07:02:00.000-07:00

heya its boring these days...
kk
watever...
woke up at 2+ today then after that ate beehoon then play com=reading manga
until now
going to bathe then pack the bag then slp....
yupes
no pic nor vid sooo bb
sry
today i have no heart to post anything or type much cause of the hot weather
sry
bb
seeya

and the world goes round

2009-05-19T08:01:00.000-07:00

ellows guys!!! boys and girls!!!
im B-A-C-K!!!!
miss me??
heehee
kk
watever
went to sentosa!!!
it was one word
B-O-R-I-N-G!!!!
yupes
went to the merlion then merlion walk
then went delifrance
drank choc frappe and
haha
debbie ee said frappe as frippe!!!
hahahahaha!!
then went to underwater world.....
sat the converier belt 3 times so fun
the scuba diver dude that was cleaning the tank is such a womanizer
wave at miss tong then at bev
maybe he feel they are hot and spicy(chicken)
heehee
next time must bring sheri go!!
heehee
let the scuba diver wear briefs only
let her kan de gou!!
haha
kk
watever
then i went to sakae to eat sushi
eat all the salmon
damn they taste good
alot of omega 3
i ate one piece of salmon got alot of fats one
wow
taste like heaven lol
kk
no pic nor vids to post so yupes
btw went to sakae with mum and dad
ate lots of fried food(fatty) and lots of sushi(yum yum)
haha
blog tmr
bb
love ya!!

sentosa!! heehee

2009-05-18T07:48:00.000-07:00

ellows peeps!!!
okay...
regarding to tags.....
bev one is um....
nopes
im not asking for u to kill me but to praise me for my great intellect!!
heehee
and heya sheri!!!
okay now time for bloggy bloggy time!!
heehee
okay well woke up at 12++
then i on com then bathe
the same story then play freesky then after that i read manga and watch vids...
will post a vid l8er...
then do those stuff till now...
yupes...
okay....
back to the boring tok again...
okay....
well tmr im going to sentosa!!!
yay!!!
but we are wearing pinafores...
sadly....
cant see bevs hot hot body
hee hee
she will kill me now
okay heres a vid...

this vid is ummm
ah
2ne1 debut stage on sbs

kk
gtg
eat ice cream
bb
night night
todays title will be in eng

ちょうど退屈する.....傾斜した生命はややより興味深いか。か。

2009-05-17T08:03:00.000-07:00

boo!!!
im back!!! with my biggy cup of strawberry yougurt beside mua!! heehee!!!
well spent today boringly today as well!!!
woke up at 11++ then i on com then i went to bathe... to find no one at home...sad and lonely...
ok watever....
then i played freesky(its an awesome game!!!!) and also read loads and loads of manga...(tell mua if there are any nice manga on my tag board kays??)
thats how i spent my day....
cant wait for tues!!! going to go to sentosa with the 105 ppl.....
heehee.... if bev wore bikini all the guys there will bleed to death just by seeing her hot figure... heehee.... not like i have seen it.....
then on the 29 of may!!!!
olgcians~~ i will turn the skl upside down once again!!!
bekah u better be prepared for my fuck words to infect you!!!
and deebs!! piggy back mua~~~ kays!!!???
sports day...... or should i say olmypics day....
i didnt go last year cause i thought it was tooooooo boring
so i didnt care much abt it....
yupes....
watever...
again...
right....?
ummmm....
no vids or anything to post today sooo.....
bb~
seeya~
tmr~
love ya~
just go and die~
heehee~
XDXDXDXDXDXDXDDXDXD~~~~

私の退屈な生命についてすればいいのか私は何を疑問に思うべきであるか。

2009-05-16T08:35:00.000-07:00

heyas!!!!
the queen is back!!!!
okay....
first of all...
how i spent my day.....
i woke up at 1+ cause i slepy at 2am yesterday...
then my mummy screamed like a banshee at me to wake me up...
i had piano and i got really pissed off during my piano lesson cause of some "news"
then after that i used the com till now......
first watching vids then reading manga.....
thats how i spent my day....
okay...
i dont have any ummm pics or vids today so....
yupes today post is gonna be boring....
sooooooooo dont expect much....
yupes.....
im waiting long and hard for wednesday cause of the nichkhun scandal show so yupes.....
bb
seeya...
heeheeXDXDXD
p.s today i decided to put my title in jap!

비가 오는 무료한 일은 긴장으로 채웠다!!!!

2009-05-15T01:35:00.000-07:00

hola everyone!!!
i am somewat cured of my NICHKHUN'S STABS TO THE HEART.....
make my poor failing heart ache.....
anyway...
had my maths exam paper 2 this morning....
the paper was okay okay.....
just hope i dont flunk any subjects.....
moving on......
nichkhun u r soooo adorable!!!*someone pulls her out**bang bang bang*
*back with bruises*
okay...%$@#^&%^$^%$
now moving on.....
spend today boringly....
came home at 10+++
dad was at my skl when i just came home saying he wanna pick me up but ne tell mua earlier....
khunnie is so adorable!!!!
its raing its pouring~~~ right now!
miss olgcians like hell!!!!
watever.... moving on.....
i wanna post stuff now......
hold on.....

some again and again pics...<3 e songy!!!

there are others but i cant emb pics on soompi but watever....

ummm.... lets see
how abt vids now?

this one is on ep 3 of idol army
jae,taec and chansung dancing to wg nobody!!! boom was like darn funny!!

i like this one when hodong and nichkhun were like father and son

i <3 this!!! the minho and nichkhun couple pairing!!!

this is daesung and khunnie imitating a few female singers....

kk thats it for now....
i gues ill come back l8er with better ones...

back from my very deep slp...
i drew a pic of kuroshitsuji.....the butler i forgot his name....

kk
i vid now...

this vid has natalie white(better known as pumashock in youtube)
[Eng Sub] 090314 Star.K NichKhun Cuts

blog l8er again then... till then...

일은 언제 우리가 만날 때 올 것인가?

2009-05-14T04:38:00.000-07:00

im back!!!!
well slacked very badly today....
woke up at 12+++
i ate a big bowl of creal for breakfast then i used the com com....
then daddy buy me THE VERY SINFUL MCDONALD'S!!!fish burger set....
then use and use until now....
i ordered pizza hut for dinner..... arriving at 8.20pm.....
i very xin tong....
khunnie gonna get kissed!!! on a date with another gurl!!!
how can u khunnie!!!! think abt ure poor fans!!!(ME!!)
will upload the vid l8er...
maths exam tmr....
gonna go sentosa next tues for some learning journey or watever....
still upset over the khunnie thing!!!

here's the vid(proof of my words)

[HQ] 090513 Mnet Scandal - 2PM Nichkhun Preview

its gonna air on tv on 20 may on mnet....
but khunnie looks good and cute in the hoodie...
but he said that she's his gf!!!(그녀는 나의 여자 친구이다)
how can u khunnie!!!!

He brought her flowers the first time they met, while her friends giggled in the background with excitement and jealousy.

I have no idea what they are saying, but they seem very natural around each other. He is playing the doting boyfriend role very well, he even initiated the hand-holding.

They asked Nickhun at the taping of Gagman about his ideal girl, he pointed to her and said, “She is”. She then came on stage.

She feed him ice-cream and tied his hoodie to hide him from onlookers.

thats the main stuff that happened....
at the end i hope she didnt kiss him..if not its gonna be
$#@%$#@^%$&^*&^*&^%^%$^%$# from the fans....

to cure me of my sadness....
some nichkhun wink wink time!!! yay!!

with jae bummie's wonder abs!!!

<3 junsu!!!

and general ok!!

and general hwang

and wooyoung(haha khunnie)

another wooyoung and khunnie gif(khunnie so rough)

and lastly junho!!!

haha that made my day....
khunnie u r sooo evil!!!
hee hee....
blog tmr....
khunnie!!!

지루한 일 그러나 동시에…. 흥분 것!!

2009-05-13T06:22:00.000-07:00

ellows!!!
im back!!!
came back from chi oral and listening today.....
i got the higher chi teacher for oral!!!
so lucky!! Adelia had zhang gui hua!!! so suay!!!
came back at around 10+++....
i bathed... didnt bother to eat...
used the com for 2hours then after that i slept until 4.30++( i tink i was so tired cause i drank quite a big sip of the moscato in the fridge... my head was damn tired)
woke up then i ate the char siew fan that daddy bought for mua.....
after that i continued to use the com until now but i think i going to use until late in the night no matter wat.... cause i wanna watch star king!!! can see nichkhun!!!
he looks the cutest in he striped red and white jacket with that adorable cap!!!
go 2pm!!!

this was in idol army season 3 the episode with snsd he wink wink at yoona

a to die for de wink wink!!!

the very reason y i <3 the minho(shinee) and nichkhun(2pm)couple in idol army season 3!!! soooooo cute when minho rapped the song for nichkhun!!!

i like this vid loads and loads!!!
khunnie and seulongie so handsome in the clothes!!!
go andre kim for designing such wonderful clothes for them to do the catwalk in!!

2AM News Episode 5 (eng)

nichkhun는 간다!!!

무료하고, 고독한 시간 ..... 변화를 위한 그것의 시간!!!

2009-05-12T05:42:00.000-07:00

didnt blog yesterday....
was i tink too tired and lazy...
so ill make up for it by blogging today... nothing much happened yesterday....
woke up late.... again..... watched vids of 2pm and studying at the same time.....
slept at i tink 1 am...
thats y today i felt dead during the sci exam....
slept for i tink 3-5 min between each question....
had my blood emitting period....
started yesterday.... this times one is the okay okay flow......
came back home at 10++ today... played com until now(gonna play somemore)
watched music bank!!! 2pm!!! nichkhun looked so cute during his part!!!!(will post the vid l8er)
watched star king eps just now!!! i tink khun became a regular guest cause i keep seeing him in the 100++ eps.... yay!!! he looks cool dancing!!!
nichkun!! 당신은 10 중에서 10이다!!
daddy and mommy nagged at me for using com so long but ya.... didnt listen...
just found out that the lemon tea i put in the freezer just became ice.....
how m i supposed to drink!!!!
nichkun!! 사랑해요!!
okay watever..
time for vids

this is the one they had their comback on music bank and the one i watched on tv

this is the parts i <3 alot on starking!!

2PM StarKing E113 Cut p1/2(khun, Jay, Taec, WooYoung)

2PM StarKing E113 Cut p2/2(khun, Jay, Taec, WooYoung)

theres chi oral and compre tmr........... nothing much to prepare so ya.... didnt study for anything....
blog tmr then...
see ya!!XD

아름다운 일 ...... 무료한 momment ..... 및 고독한 소녀

2009-05-10T01:18:00.000-07:00

heya......
spending a beautiful toking crap and studying and listening to music....
trying very hard to memorize fire and again and again....
hard....
still missing the olgcians....
dunno y... must be because of exams....
hmmmmmmm wat should i tok abt.....
l8er then tok crap again....
see ya l8er....
at the meantime.... a little bit of 2pm

the lyrics!!

Again and again and again and again
Again and again and again and again

Iluhkeh weh nehga ddo nuh eh jibappeh ddo
Suh itneun gunji dehcheh nan babonji
Jungmal sokgo ddo sokgo danghago ddo danghehdo ddo
Dashi ee jali eh wa itneunji

Nehga michyutna bwa jajonshimdo ubneunji
Nuh ehgeh dolawa chutbakwi doldeushi
Ilum an dweneundeh (dweneundeh dweneundeh)
Hamyunsuh oneuldo iluhgo issuh, no

Again and again and again and again
Nuh ehgeh jaggoo dolaga weh geulunji molla weh geulunji molla
Again and again and again and again
Nuh eh maleh ddo sok a weh geulunji molla weh geulunji molla

Uhjjum iluhkehdo babo gatni nehga
Nehga weh iluhkeh dwen guni
Nan boonmyunghi gyulshimeul hetneundeh hago ddo hetneundeh
Weh nuh ehgeh jaggoo dola oneunji

Nehga michyutna bwa jajonshimdo ubneunji
Nuh ehgeh dolawa chutbakwi doldeushi
Juldeh an bol guhla (bol guhla bol guhla)
Hamyunsuh dashi ddo iluhgo issuh,

Again and again and again and again
Nuh ehgeh jaggoo dolaga weh geulunji molla weh geulunji molla
Again and again and again and again
Nuh eh maleh ddo sok a weh geulunji molla weh geulunji molla

Nun dehcheh uhddun yak igilleh ggeuneul sooga ubssuh
Nado molleh jaggoo nuhleul geuliwuh hago gyulgooken ddo chatgo
Nabbeun yuja injool almyunsuh nan ddo nul poomeh an ggo sarangeul heh
Bonamana bbunhi daga olleh
Neh ileh apeumeul da algo isseumyunsuh dola suhjil motheh gyuljungeul mot nehlyuh

Jenjang na weh iluhni weh ee yuja yuppeh noowuh itni
Dodehcheh myut bunjjeh I jisseul duh hehbwaya nehga jungshineul chalillunji
Nooga jom nal uhdi ehda mookgguhjwuh uhsuh jebal
She's a bad girl, I know (I know)
But here I go again, oh no

Again and again and again and again
Nuh ehgeh jaggoo dolaga weh geulunji molla weh geulunji molla
Again and again and again and again
Nuh eh maleh ddo sok a weh geulunji molla weh geulunji molla

back and alive......
bored out of my life....
happy mummy's day everyone!!!!!!

okay... gonna tell the life story of today....
woke up at 12.35am this morning cause i slept at 4.30 am last night.... found no one at home like usual........
then i bathe bathe then i ate the roti prata daddy bought for me.... was all alone....
then play com com until daddy come home then i act guai revise for science exam.....
then around 6. 50pm like that pick mommy then went airport terminal 2 to eat eat...
ate at soup restaurant although i really wanted to eat at sakae but watever....
then came home....
then write this bloggy....
then going to spend my time revising and then l8er watch 2pm's vid then blog hopping...
then probably slping late again...
bb my wonderful comarades
thats all for today....

p.s:gave mommy a bunch of 15 man made roses with a not saying.....
to: mommy from:nini(me)

can u wake me up at 10 am(which i dragged till 12. 35am)XD(mommy didnt understand wat this means and shook me up in the morning to ask me till i was half dead)
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!XD(then i only rmber her saying that out of her 3 daughter's... only i rmber mother's day....)
this ends todays life story
GOODBYE!!!XD(a sign mommy still does not seem to understand.....)

첫번째 블로그 포스트…. 늦추기의 무료한 일….

2009-05-09T08:08:00.000-07:00

yay!!!
a new bloggy is up!!
stupid me!!
dunno how to change template and those stuff...
should ask erdy to teach me when she's back next month....
how the hell are u suppose to actually put vids and music onto ure blog!!!
ill figure if not im asking someone...
im slacking..... AGAIN!!!
didn't study at all today...
miss olgcians....
im gonna make a nice cold cup of milo dinosaur for myself and then l8er.....
im gonna gobble it all up!!!
muahahahaha!!!!
talk my crap again l8er....