the song you made was your sheild

hihi
sry
i havent updated much sry guys
okay
so i was bored
i dont care much
but
im sick
yes sick
stupid flu bug
but i think mentally
i have become even sicker
want to noe y?
first i dreamt of xinyi saying she was a virgin
and next
i dreamt of ppl trying to have sex with whales
just wat the fuck is wrong with me?
i have gone insane
maybe
wat i yearn for
is even more then wat i think it is
something no one would be able to understand
and when i say that
i dont mean sex okay ppl
get ure heads clean
okay
i dont noe how to say it
but i noe that**** is something hard to find
but who i want to fall for is not an ordinary mortal
i want more than that
yupes u may think im crazy and living in my own little world but watever
i dont care
someone that is not ordinary
someone that is just not human
someone who comes from another world and dimension
yes
i officially think ive gone insane
its like ive fallen into a hole of eternal darkness
waiting desperately for someone to save me and be my little glimmer of hope
okay now going back to y i really wanted to write this post
im gonna try and u noe change my blog i little so ive nothing left to say
so bye bye