the song you made was your sheild

hihi
sry
i havent updated much sry guys
okay
so i was bored
i dont care much
but
im sick
yes sick
stupid flu bug
but i think mentally
i have become even sicker
want to noe y?
first i dreamt of xinyi saying she was a virgin
and next
i dreamt of ppl trying to have sex with whales
just wat the fuck is wrong with me?
i have gone insane
maybe
wat i yearn for
is even more then wat i think it is
something no one would be able to understand
and when i say that
i dont mean sex okay ppl
get ure heads clean
okay
i dont noe how to say it
but i noe that**** is something hard to find
but who i want to fall for is not an ordinary mortal
i want more than that
yupes u may think im crazy and living in my own little world but watever
i dont care
someone that is not ordinary
someone that is just not human
someone who comes from another world and dimension
yes
i officially think ive gone insane
its like ive fallen into a hole of eternal darkness
waiting desperately for someone to save me and be my little glimmer of hope
okay now going back to y i really wanted to write this post
im gonna try and u noe change my blog i little so ive nothing left to say
so bye bye

the tears of my soul are the sweat on my skin

been a long time since i have written
it will be short this time
went to botanic gardens saw juniors
and now at the com
i feel kinda lonely inside
class halloween party is coming soon
and others
but well
oh well i find nothing to elaborate
nothing to explain
thus my sudden farewell
to the readers
of this page
may life give u hope
and may death keep u happy
hahahahhahaha
just kidding bye bye
^-^

the findings of my new and old passions

hihi
to the ppl reading
i found my old passion for ss501
just because i dejavu started being in my head when i was slping
i bloody dreamt of jungminnie
horse is my forever my lov
hahaha
hw lots
hate me life
but will live for com and other stuff
ss501
go
i also found my lost passion for dbsk
jae jae
so today
i found my old passions
kk
got to go
go old passions
i will find u guys
and go new passions
come to me
so bb
btw changed my heading to ss501 during their dejavu period
going to watch x man with dbsk in the o jung ban hup period

the world is weird

hihi
the queen is back
mj died
bye bye
see u when i die
but i dont think so
i wanna go hell
not heaven
okay
i hate today
i dont noe how to say
i dont wanna say
i love hell
so wat if im a little sadistic
hw
hw
hw
wat is this
are the %#$%#$ teachers trying to kill us
watever
who cares
everyone should just die
okay maybe only me
but watever
ow rocks
it rocks
like hell
okay watever
random comments are now on and off
sooo just sms me
my blog just revived with todqays post
so watever
now doing eng hw
dont wanna tell u guys abt my extremely
and i mean it
EXTREMELY weird hot wrong nice dilutional
dreams there are 3 in toltal
but if u say since i was young then i think i have 5
the first was when i was p4 or maybe p3
watever
one of them had a great impact
dont noe who kissed my bloody right cheek while i was trying to run away from him
i fell in love with eminem we made you
idk y
i think im weird
watever
bye bye
im going to read some sick manga or some extremely mushy manga or do my work or play ourworld
so bye bye
did i mention that death is soooo cute